my lil thoughts kept running wild. i thought, and paused. again, i thought, and i paused. it happens almost every single day, all the time. it just keeps on reflecting on my mind, flashing through my mind. my thoughts overtake all my emotions. i'm feeling really emo. it makes me wanna cry but tears aint there. i just can't help thinking, just can't help screaming ! ): i guess i need to search the answers myself 'cause i know the situation best. what's with me i don't know. why? 'cause i'm losing grip.